- Dec10/12 10:37:36
each night its like someone taking a power drill to my skull, slowing working their way to my brain. each time you say something that i interpret as a hint, it makes it more and more awkward. tension builds to a point that i cant handle it. but i cant make the first move until im absolutely sure. tonight is no different, but i cant hold out and hope for something that may only be a figment of my imagination. it would be easier if i had an outside source of information gathering, but i dont have that advantage this time around. ill just have to wait this one out. it wouldnt bother me whichever way this might turn out. one option leads to nothing, with nothing changing. the other leads to me being able to help a friend in a time of personal need.